That good, eh?
I would say that today I gave up, but I didn't. We had a really really long talk, the 4 of us.
I did realize that the difference between the first week, when I was feeling hopeful, and this week which has been a total disaster, is the "lesson planning". Not that there's any functional difference. This week I relied on the plans as they are. And the week before I didn't change anything. I just went with it. But I copied down a list of subjects for each day.
Possessing that list is the difference.
Apparently it's magic in my hands.
Not for me, but for the kids. Knowing that I know what's coming? That is what keeps the little brains going.
I give up.
I am unstructured girl
I want to go with the flow
I want to explore.
I do not want a rigid plan and getting up by 8am or we all die.
I want a family that can go with the flow.
And that's not the family I have.
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